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2-10-17

I'm in the tub and I'm keep thinking abt a dream I've been having. Shall I share? I shall.

I'm on a major campus (like OSU) and I'm walking up, down and over. I seem to know exactly where I want to go and get there. I roads are paved with full trees and as the wind blow, I'm reminded of a simplier time. A time that was precious and I was unbreakable to the world.

I walk into a house with many rooms. I go to a room that feels comfortable and I feel at home and peaceful. I sit down at a desk and start to write. What I was writing, I do not know. I saw a smile and a calm demeanour, I wasn't worried or stressed.

When I was done writing I want to the window and looked out on the people walking by. They're coming and goings were delightful to watch. I felt good about myself and where I was in that moment.

I continue to feel this feeling. The feeling of calmness and serenity throughout my day today. I didn't worry or get stressed. I didn't have to wait. Everything went smooth and was very relaxing.

I keep having this dream and I don't know why. However, I was entrusted with these images from the back of my mind and will try my hardest to accomplish those same feelings everyday. Awake refreshed and rejuvenated. Ready for whatever is ahead of my that day.

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