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3-6-15

I made up my mind and got dreads. I did them myself. I looked them up on Pintrest and watched a video on YouTube. I also dreaded up my daughters hair. I also colored my hair purple. I feel better about myself when I have some funky color in my hair. For example purple or blue. I prefer purple as you can see. The man you see in this picture is my husband. We've had so e hard times but through it all we've stayed strong. Our friends have actually look up to us when it comes to relationships. We've been married just over ten years but have been together for twenty. We have four children and now a grandchild. I've also been hospitalized twice for breakdowns. Once for three days the last stay was a week. I have several different mental illness issues that I've talked about in previous posts. I'm starting to redo a DBT course to help refresh myself on my skills. I'm trying so hard to find who I am. Listening to music more and more and starting to knit again. Here's to finding who you are. 

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