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12-10-17

There are times when I just want to be alone. I want to be alone a lot, but never get it. I would love alone time. But never seem to get what I want. At least not right now. Soon. Very soon, I'll have an apartment with only my husband and I. We'll have a small dog and a cat. We'll live in a flat with NO steps. I'll have a microwave over my stove and a water dispenser in my fridge. I'll also have a breakfast bar with four stools to sit on. Just enough for my kids or grandkids to sit for cereal. My living room with have plush carpet of a hunter green. The walls will be a pleasant shade of blue. My couch will wrap around with a funky shape coffee table in front of it. My flat screen will be big but not to big. The hallway will be covered in family pictures and treasured art pieces dine by my kids and grandkids. My bedroom will be different shades purple and cream. King size bed with lots and lots of pillows. I will also sleigh bed frame. I'll have a comfortable sitting area to read and listen to music. My windows will be open and spacious. I will be able to come home and walk around in a tee shirt. Company would call before coming over. That would be the life I would want to have. Just me and him. That's the life I want, and that's the life I'll have.

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