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10-19-17

Ever feel like giving up? Just letting the world swallow you up whole? I feel this way almost every day of my life. I want to give up. Runaway, never to be heard from again. Go somewhere warm and sunny. Away from heartache and pain. Then I realize that I can't runaway from anything. It'll always follow me. I'll miss too many people and they would miss me. But why can't we start over? Why can't just pick up and go. If you want to follow, fine. Just keep going. Roam and go with the weather. Stay warm and dry. I want this. I want to be free. To fly. To let go. .
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