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Cannabis Break

Cannabis and Talking

2-10-17

I'm in the tub and I'm keep thinking abt a dream I've been having. Shall I share? I shall. I'm on a major campus (like OSU) and I'm walking up, down and over. I seem to know exactly where I want to go and get there. I roads are paved with full trees and as the wind blow, I'm reminded of a simplier time. A time that was precious and I was unbreakable to the world. I walk into a house with many rooms. I go to a room that feels comfortable and I feel at home and peaceful. I sit down at a desk and start to write. What I was writing, I do not know. I saw a smile and a calm demeanour, I wasn't worried or stressed. When I was done writing I want to the window and looked out on the people walking by. They're coming and goings were delightful to watch. I felt good about myself and where I was in that moment. I continue to feel this feeling. The feeling of calmness and serenity throughout my day today. I didn't worry or get stressed. I didn't have to w...

Mental illness, Cannabis and Love

2/1/2017

This is somethings that I have decided to do. 1. Yoga everyday 2. Read for 30 min a day 3. Work on my knitting for 30 min a day 4. Meditate every morning These are things I want to do everyday. I want to get healthy. I want to be a peace with myself. I'm going to make a dedication to this new beginning. I don't want to call it New Year Resolution, because they never work out. No one ever does what they say they're going to say. I need to do this. I need to get healthy. I got a medical scare this week and decided that it was the perfect time to get healthy and work on myself. My children are grown and they don't need me as much as I think they do and the grandbabies are a wonderful distraction from daily life.  I've spent the last couple days unpacking. Yes, I still haven't unpacked ALL the boxes. I still needed to get my stuff organized. Well, this weekend I did just that. I made a space for me. Somewhere I can relax and be centered. This is going to...