Its a early to take a bubble bath but I needed it. Here's why....While at the pantry a man walked in. Normal everyday looking gent. When we made eye contact with me my heart skipped a beat. My hands went numb and I couldn't catch my breath. I scrambled to retrieve a xanax from my "emergency bottle" because I was shacking so bad. The man kept looking at me and I started shacking even harder. He looked just like my ex-husband. Exactly like him. But alas it was NOT him. Babbit came in within 5 minutes of the attack and calmed me down. He calmed me down and assured me that it wasn't him. I went outside and took some nice loooong breathes. Relaxed and ready to finish what I started I went back into the pantry with my head held high. Now I'm home with my family. Soaking in a hot tub, smoking that nice green herb and veggie out. Trying to put this day behind me.
You will be missed so much. Chris and I love you with all our hearts. You left us to soon. If only we had one more time with each other. To hug. To laugh. To call on for advice. I was blessed to have known you as long as I did. Thank you for helping raise my husband. Being such a great role model for my children and grandchildren. Thank you for your love and admiration. Till we meet again ♥
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