Its a early to take a bubble bath but I needed it. Here's why....While at the pantry a man walked in. Normal everyday looking gent. When we made eye contact with me my heart skipped a beat. My hands went numb and I couldn't catch my breath. I scrambled to retrieve a xanax from my "emergency bottle" because I was shacking so bad. The man kept looking at me and I started shacking even harder. He looked just like my ex-husband. Exactly like him. But alas it was NOT him. Babbit came in within 5 minutes of the attack and calmed me down. He calmed me down and assured me that it wasn't him. I went outside and took some nice loooong breathes. Relaxed and ready to finish what I started I went back into the pantry with my head held high. Now I'm home with my family. Soaking in a hot tub, smoking that nice green herb and veggie out. Trying to put this day behind me.
This guy. What can I do I say about this wonderful man. I start by saying...Happy birthday, son. I can't express how blessed I am to have been chosen to be your mother. What a honor it is for me to raise such a fine human being. Thank you. I marvel at all you do and everything you have accomplished in the 22 years you've been.on this planet. School. Work. Friends. Family. You would take your own shirt off your back to help your fellow brother. I admire you for that. Your work ethic puts others to shame. Showing everyone that Autism isn't going to stand in your way. I stand all amazed by you. My hero. My love. My Son. Have the happiest of birthday my sweet boy. Forever and beyond ❤
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