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7-21-2016

I want to watch my grandkids grow up. Not work all the time. So, I want to have a job that works around my schedule. Somewhere I can just answer phones. Listen to my music and help around the office. Why can't that be something available?! I want a 10-6, so I don't have to work early and still be home at a reasonable hour. I want to make bank too. I want to make 15$ a hour and get paid for lunch. I want to be apprieated for all I do and accomplish. I want to work at my own pace and be trusted with assignments.

I want a large home. Something that will for my family comfortably. The whole family. Six bedrooms. Four bathrooms. Laundry and workout rooms. I want Holiday dinners in the dining room with the fancy chandler. I want my kids and grandkids to feel welcomed and loved when they walk in. I want my children to ransack my kitchen for leftovers and use my laundry room at their disposal. I want a back yard built for entertaining. A place for the kids to play and comfortable seating for everyone.

I want to vacation all over the country. I want to go coast to coast in style with my husband and dogs. A RV camper would sufice. Making stops along the way at local flee markets and antique stores. Go sightseeing. And enjoy the nature.

Not only do I want these things so bad I can taste it, I feel it in my bones. I know without a showdow of a doubt that I will have all these things. I believe it. Feel it. Living it.

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