Been feeling like shit lately. I feel like I can't do anything right. I'm feeling worthless and like a nobody. I don't get apprieacted at work for the good job I do, but I do get yelled at for being to good at what I do. Wtf?! They are so confusing. My home is falling apart since I started working again. Laundry is in a giant pile downstairs. Dishes never get done in a timely manner. My living room and bathroom are a wreak as well. I can't blame my husband...he makes sure we are fed everyday. By almost any means necessary, he sees that we are never hungry. I just want things to go back to the way they were. Wgeb we didn't owe so much money to ppl. Where I can spend my check on whatever the fuck I want to. I want to go out and have fun. Get dressed up and party like I was 25 again. Hell I'll take 35 again LOL. I'm tired of being sad and tired all the time. I want financial freedom. I want a car to myself. I want to feel worthy.
This guy. What can I do I say about this wonderful man. I start by saying...Happy birthday, son. I can't express how blessed I am to have been chosen to be your mother. What a honor it is for me to raise such a fine human being. Thank you. I marvel at all you do and everything you have accomplished in the 22 years you've been.on this planet. School. Work. Friends. Family. You would take your own shirt off your back to help your fellow brother. I admire you for that. Your work ethic puts others to shame. Showing everyone that Autism isn't going to stand in your way. I stand all amazed by you. My hero. My love. My Son. Have the happiest of birthday my sweet boy. Forever and beyond ❤
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