Been feeling like shit lately. I feel like I can't do anything right. I'm feeling worthless and like a nobody. I don't get apprieacted at work for the good job I do, but I do get yelled at for being to good at what I do. Wtf?! They are so confusing. My home is falling apart since I started working again. Laundry is in a giant pile downstairs. Dishes never get done in a timely manner. My living room and bathroom are a wreak as well. I can't blame my husband...he makes sure we are fed everyday. By almost any means necessary, he sees that we are never hungry. I just want things to go back to the way they were. Wgeb we didn't owe so much money to ppl. Where I can spend my check on whatever the fuck I want to. I want to go out and have fun. Get dressed up and party like I was 25 again. Hell I'll take 35 again LOL. I'm tired of being sad and tired all the time. I want financial freedom. I want a car to myself. I want to feel worthy.
I'm bipolar and want to tell my story. I want to help those who need advice and support. I love to answer questions about mental illness. I hope you like what I have to say.