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2-9-13 (4:08 pm)

I have this candle. I love it. The smell takes me back to when I was younger and to my dad. I have it in my bedroom for this reason. I use it to DISTRACT and SELF SOOTHE myself from the bullshit of the world. Then I was asked by someone who would like to use it. I said yes, for a little bit. Well they left and left the candle burning in the room unattended. So I took it back. I put the candle in the living room so everyone could smell it and get the same enjoyment as I do from it. Well...it ended back in another room. When I went to retrieve it, this person was giving me shit about how the candle got to the house. I don't give a rat's ass about how it got to the house...IT'S MY CANDLE. Damn it!! I can put it where ever I want to. Needless to say. The candle is where I want it.

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