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11-17-17

When I'm not feeling complete or having a bipolar day I know that this station will make me feel better. Music has always been an escape for me. I prefer alternitve tunes, the tunes that make you think. Poetry is in the music. In the beat. The words, sounds, emotions that run amok in my head quiet down with music. It gives me a reprieve of sorts. Let's me think clearly. https://play.google.com/music/m/A537i74wogwgt3nm6ig7uxh2ngy?t=The_Neighbourhood

11-13-17

I have fibromyalgia, bipolar 2 disorder, borderline personality disorder, eating disorder, PMDD and major depression issues. The little things are hard everyday. The pain in my legs is unbareable at times. Like today my legs burned and felt like a thousand needles running through my veins. I never know what's going to happen next. It's been at least a month and a half since my last flare-up. Depression sets in and I don't want to do shit. I feel horrible about it too. There is nothing I can do about it. Everyday is different.